12/09/25 TEN DAYS NO SEE?? ARE YOU PEOPLE STILL FUCKING ALIVE ANYMORE??? im sorry guys this is traumatic. i'm SO sorry. i know you guys missed me... please, please, have this tip to your therapists for the trouble i've caused... passes you crumpled piece of paper saying sowwy... 
jokes aside, though! it's me. i always come back~~~~ anways, school's been good! lot of stories i probably shouldn't tell for the privacy of everyone involved, but i WILL say, there are some girls who like hatsune miku. i like hatsune miku. i showed them my draiwng of hatsune miku. they're peak. i'll make sure to share the drawing here (traditional) when i'm done with it, but for now im on a two day rest (we have both fridays and saturdays off)
anywayzzzzz i've been writing. a wittle bit. and what i wrote, you ponder? SIMON/DAVID FANFIC!!!! ignore my former blogs about them... uh.... i gave in. i have a shit ton of headcanons about how gay and stupid they are. please go read it. or not, if you're my irl. if you're my irl, i love you. thanks for stickign around!!!!!
02/09/25 drags myself in, bleeding. hey. hard week, huh... (it's just thursday) (oh my goodness it's just thursday.) two days of school. oh god, only two days of school. we're supposed to come in every day but i couldnt fucking do it. will need to do it tomorrow, though!
a lot of shit happened, and, weeeee hoooh, i miss not having a life. like it's nice and all but all of the energy i had was sucked out of my body the first day. and then there was The Second One. oh my god. i use this blog as a way to process my time, so i'm kinda forcing myself to settle down for this, but jesus fucking christ....
small things first: i got an mp3 player. i named it maple. am actually listening to the songs on it right now as i write this, in oxygen therapy (i get more oxygen per oxygen it's a long story.) anyways, i have some time to kill, duh. yesterday was a mess.
overyesterday (everyoen please pretend this is a normal word everyone uses all of the time it's so based) it was the first day of school! i met a bunch of kids, who were cool. met some fellow gays and a trans girl. very nice !! the classes had me wrung out, though. 
i would share more but we ARE under like, a privacy thing, i've realized, so instead of going thru and deleting my old entries i'll kjust detail less. one girl helped me calm down yesterday and it was very kind of her. everyone is SUPER kind there, because when i broke down and cried and sat away for a little bit, everyone amde sure to check on me. aside from the staff, really.
i kinda have a bone to pick with the staff... you're here so you're listening to my fucking drama. i say to no one. anyways, one of the teachers just keeps making suicide jokes IN THE MENTAL ILLNESS SCHOOL. so yeah sorry i dont like you siree stop making jokes about killing yourself because i just might. wthat is a joke that is a joke that is a joke i am healthy and i do not have a plan
anyways, i'm prolly going to need to make an actually presentable site!!! i'm working on the maya one but... urgh. doing things after school is so fucking difficult. i mean, i play with friends, and it's only been two days of Actual School, but i feel my BONES man... theyre dry....
that's going to be all for today --- im uploading this with a bunch of changes to the layouot here. mwah !!
31/08/25 happy miku day!!!!!!!!! i'm like, here for a genuine moment. i just want to make a resource thing -- yanno, for me, for you, for all of us. i'm currently watching a vid on call of duty and school starts tomorrow! if i'm not literally passed out after it, i'll make sure to update. heart emoji. love you, one person (That is me) that reads this blog.
also im in tjhe fujcking cry of fear mines are you happy, are you people happy. are youi people happy. im in the cry of fear mines now. sucks to suck
27/08/25 she just sleeps like this.
26/08/25 urghhhhh it's me!!!!! LONG time no see (4 days) but sadly Not Much Happened. well happily? well it was just normal. i was at the little therapy meeting :) in a week + some days im going to start going to the school... i vibed with them!! grhhgrrgh i'm prolly going to be stupid and send this site to one of the people but!! we talkd to the other. there's one guy who cooks. i took a lot of reccommendations for books + stuff!! there's no icebreaker like asking people for reccommendations about their interests :3 
the hyperfix is getting BAD. like oh my god im yapping to my friends twirling my hair... he's such a fucking horrible guy he's depressed he has anxiety i dont want to date him i want to put him in physical therapy and in a big warm blanket. yk? yk. this was Normal before i went on ao3 and got so fucking mad that there aren't any fluff fics of sick simon... i'm pretty sure there was One but i started screaming internally because it was romantic. let my man be healthy and byu his own... and also if david's around (guy he was shipped with) didn't he fucking run him over???? that's just me being salty i love gay people good for them but also if you can't iamgine disabled people happy while writing FANFICTION you are doing it wrong... yanno...
im wathcing a wendigoon vid and chatting to my rdr2 friend and eveyrthing is fine and life is good and great. ytanno? catch yall soon (hopfeully)
22/08/25 i ALWAYS come back.... it's me charlie slimecicle [youtube intro] and uhhh i fuckign LOVE ace attorney... mentioned it at the index but! i sure do love ace attorney! i literally joined two discords for it :^3 and the people are great... i linked to my site here in my intro there so!! hi guys!!! woohoo!!! it's me!!!
i be up on my gay shit though... im up pondering commmisions rn >:) contact me on disc at @s3werd0g (if you couldnt guess) if youre interested in having a site. heh. but yeah!! otherwise, i love gay people. i need to get writing the darkwood fic... i've been also pondering an arg site? and am currently yapping to a friend about making a choose your own adventure one. that does require me learning javascript + php, but, but, think of how Cool it could be... 
another thing i managed to do today was clean after my cats... tmi (is it tmi if youre specifically here to read about me?) but my fucking bitchass pussy ass cat keeps fucking PISSING EVERYWHERE you're NOT SUPPOSED TO PISS. i'll make sure to put some pics of my girls (lisa, pisser and yogurt, joy and happiness)
not a ton of commentary today, but, hey, im going to try to join my friend's friends' life series event! they just do one of the series' games for a few hours and it's called a "mini". im really excited to join it today because its always at 12. AM. for me... but im home alone today!!! so heh... im so back :)
tomorrow, ill be vcing w greyson (they/them) !! i introduced them to cassy (she/her) and they got along :) i love making my friends meet my other friends. i also played some fnaf pizzeria sim. admitedly, i DIDNT SCREAM at the jumpscares, okay? i just flinched. im a big boy. and i also managed to beat the first two days. so, who's the pussy now, huh? not me...
21/08/25 hey guys.... heh.... it's me. charlie slimecicle! it's almost noon, but, the feeling's fine. im chilling at home and listening to the new Davis Morgan vid :)) highly reccommend!!! i adore his stuff and his creepypasta dissections. either way, i got math class in like, an hour and a half, so i'm just waiting around... and coding the site. i keep updating at random times but i'll try to leave notes, yk? my friends are doing well. not venting, but i've been sooo bored most of this summer... i think im going to hit up my friend and ask them to vc.
me and cassy (a friend) (She's nice) have started a modded minecraft world just for the two of us. we managed to get a cute little hilly circle! like, naturally spawned circle. it's kind of like a bowl but the bowl is a mountain. yeah. it's been going good!! very excited to start building some cool shit. it's going to be a snow resort. there's also a few villages around n shit!
one thing i'm looking out for is saturday. greyson (they/them) and i have weekly saturday vcs! it's great. another thing i'm looking out for is monday next week for the next mentally ill school pre-school year meetup. the only thing i'm not looking out for is the food... if you don't know me, i'm absolutely horrible with the sound of people eating food, or just watching them eat food... urgh. wish i was normal!
i'm currently contemplating how i shud do the #my stories tab of this site. do i post scenes? chapters? updates? whole stories? i'll discuss with my Super Cool Writer Friend (she/her) cuz i respect her writing a ton. i've started writing some darkwood stuff because someone told me they are excited to see what i write next in an ao3 comment on the fic to find normal again (i think that was the name?).... and honestly im SO fangirling like poh my god, darkwood fandom alive?? in the year of our lord, 2025??? peak. peak peak peak.
realizing i've been making today's blog entry WAYYY too long... on one hand, cheers, i love writing, but at the same time do y'all really want to read all this shit??? i mean. you're here. you're persumably reading this text. so! i will continue!
20/08/25 had another day at mentally ill school!! uh, that prolly sounds batshit, actually. basically i go to a place where i meet some fellow mental illness survivors and we chill and it's school and we have meetings with therapists and we chill. so, uh, i went there, i talked to some cool girls, showed em my cats (will make sure to put some pics of my girlies here eventually!!) and one of them who dresses really cool (cool crystal necklace, and rib bones tee which are metal af) said she likes videogames too and also likes vocaloid like me :))) had a good time!
also, i started I've Been Thinking of Ending Things yesterday. 
forgot to update. whoops. but today i got some sticky notes and am going to start anatotaing it cuz it's so fucking interesting... will try to work in a spoilers function so i can rant about it. am actually quite happy with how i've been reading more books lately! i finished ninety eighty four a few weeks ago and i've been an insufferable liberal (as usual) ever since.
i also have history class with my teach today!! well. am SUPPOSED to have history class w the teach today. she's super cool and she lets me not only choose the topics we learn about (currently we're working on propaganda in media) but also the ways i cover it! currently, as i said, im writing down different examples of propaganda in media. pretty metal
19/8/25 the date's written in the SENSIBLE, NOT american way. DAY, MONTH, AND THEN YEAR. 
actually i don't know why i added the year. would i keep this up for several years? no idea. hope i do! it'd be a fun time capsule. jesus christ i'm a yapper,,, hey that's what yall signed up for by clicking this portion of the site so uhhh yeah!!!!
i'd definitely need to finish this site osmetime soon.. i don't quite know how neocities works but hey. i'll get on it. another thing: i NEED to get some site experiences for the portfolio.. ill draw out some layouts and then get on it once i finish with this? as in, i'll do every single corner? yeah... yeah im getting lit